Its crazy how bad my family treats me and I still care about them. As much as I want to hate them, I can’t. I find myself doing things for them as a favor and they can’t simply say thank you. How they don’t take the time to see how I would feel about a situation, about my feelings. It would be nice if they didn’t always think about themselves only.
Just thinking about my future, I just want to get away from it all and actually be happy not to pretend to be happy.
I need to learn to go with my gut feeling instead of second guessing all of the damn time.
School starts in 3 days…